Angels of Inspiration

b7d022d976823124c7d971629787aa52Well, 2016 is almost over and I have to say, it has been one of the most difficult years for my generation. So many familiar people have passed. So many people of wondrous talent and genuine compassion have left this world, only to take their greatness. I can honestly say thank God for technology, as it is the only way the future will ever be fortunate enough to share in the glory of talents such as Alan Rickman, David Bowie, Prince, George Michael, and Leonard Cohen. These are but a few of the notable deaths.

But not everyone sees the real loss here. Some only see another tool for judging, criticizing, and forcing their political agendas onto others. I know, I was about to do the same thing right here until I typed that line and realized my mistake. I was about jump to the defense of Steve Martin, regarding his thoughts on Carrie Fisher, but now that I have caught myself. I will simply give you a list of people who touched my life in some way out of the ordinary. Much the same that Carrie Fisher may have touched Steve Martin.

These are in no particular order.

Muhammad Ali –Such a strong influence on the world. Courageous, endearing, and not the least bit afraid to speak out, about anything.

Frank Armitage – artist and animator for Walt Disney. He gave life to so many of the classics by making the settings characters themselves. Mary Poppins was the most notable for me. His work helped to inspire me to embrace the limitless potential of my imagination.

Pat Conroy – Most known for his talent at a writer, this man changed my life in an unconventional way. I met a man named Sam Morton, he submitted his writing to my publishing company. One of his strongest influences was Pat Conroy. He spoke often of learning from him, admiring him, and envying his talent. Sam always said he thought it made him a better writer himself to study the masters, and he considered Conroy one of the masters. Sam touched my life in so many positive ways.

Gene Wilder – Watching this man perform is one of my greatest pleasures. His courage and commitment to love and life are more than just an inspiration.

Gordie Tapp – Known for his role on the television show, Hee Haw, Gordie Tapp brought me and my family together. Not by choice at first, but every Saturday night at my grandparent’s house, we gathered together in their small singlewide trailer and watched Hee Haw. We laughed and joked and my grampa would tease me with constant “Pfft!” noises. Gordie Tapp, unbeknownst to him, helped create some of my fondest childhood memories.

Big Ang/Angela Raiola – Strong woman. Despite her brushes with the law and being the niece of Salvatore Lombardi (Capo in Genovese family), Big Anj had a way about her that exuded confidence. Knowing what she did and dealing with the consequences is oddly inspiring to me. Her background shaped her life, but I don’t believe that is all she was. Not really a role model, but yet I admired her tenacity and positive attitude.

Sometimes I find inspiration and motivation in strange places and people, but I thank God every day that I can still find it.

In the beginning of this post I made note of how many “familiar” people passed in 2016, but I really began to wonder about this as I wrote my post, so I did some surfing and found out something very interesting. Wiki has a listing of “notable deaths” for years. I went through each page of 2006, curious. What I found shocked me. Some of the names meant nothing to me, in the sense that I could care less what a physicist or math scholar did, I am sorry for their deaths and may they rest in peace, but…

What I actually found were hundreds, maybe thousands of names of people who died in 2016. Many of whom had some kind of effect on my life, despite my having no idea they existed. Listed are, not just people, but animals. Such a wide variety of names, from John Glenn Jr., the first man to orbit the earth, to Sarah Clancy, who was the oldest living person in Ireland, to Jia Jai, the oldest living Panda in the world. We’ve lost these people and animals and many had no idea who they were or what they did. I learned a lot today about politicians from around the world to the creator of the washable crayon from Crayola.

Need something to do some night when you can’t sleep, or just care about other people and what have contributed to our world, check out the Wiki link.

Nigger, please.

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Michael Che

I’m sorry, but this is a non-issue. This is a word that is ALWAYS going to lead to discrimination issues. Big deal. There are too many people out there who use this word as part of their daily vocabulary, many of them Black. Usually, it is only offensive if a white person uses it. Micahel Che simply made an off-handed comment that–to be honest, I had to watch the video three times to catch–and the same phrase has probably been used by millions of others, and will continue to be in the future. There was no derogatory intent, as far as I can tell. The people complaining are the ones who have no time for keeping their own business in order because they are too busy trying to control other people’s business. I don’t think anything else even needs to be said on the matter, but I’m sure they won’t ask me. 🙂

SNL would be crazy to let this guy go for something so ridiculous as this. Che is a breath of fresh air on a show that I feel has lost momentum continuously over the last several decades.

Getting back to the issue at hand.

The word itself was made derogatory by the whites. Over the course of history it has been subject to devolvement (is that a word?) In all its originality it simply means black. Period. People should really learn about the meaning and etymology of words before using them or complaining about them. Just because “someone” said it is a bad word, does not make it fact, simply a matter of the lemming effect. Somebody hundreds of years ago used it with contempt in their voice, the other contemptuous bastards thought it sounded good, and it made them feel powerful, so they all began to use it. The slaves, seeing as how they were the ones the slurs were directed to, simply lowered their heads and did as they were told. Had there not been whips and hangings involved, I’m pretty sure those Blacks would have stood up for themselves. But we all know how that went, so the word, a seemingly innoccuous word, became one of the most controversial words in the history of the English language, which I find hysterical because it’s a Latin word to begin with. At any rate…those are just my personal thoughts and I haven’t posted anything  controversial on my blog in a while.

late 17th century (as an adjective): from earlier neger, from French nègre, from Spanish negro ‘black’ (see Negro).

A Gem of a Deal

Went to the flea market with my aunt and uncle this past Sunday and I found the best deal. I have been looking for shelves to display my gemstones on, but could not find a resonably priced one. But alas, I found a beauty.

Got this little baby at the low price of $10.00 and it looks lovely directly in front of my desk. I can enjoy the beauty and the energy as I work. Woohoo!

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Love Saves Lives

desktop-1418309390I have been in a bit of a funk lately. So many things I used to enjoy just aren’t working for me right now. I think it is because of the extremely intense waves of darkness and negativity swarming around nearly everyone.

I spend a lot of time on Facebook, it is how I keep in touch with my friends and family, and it is how I find things to laugh about and smile. But ever since the campaigning started, there has been a drastic decline in positive and funny posts. Everyone is so angry.

And the violence, both physical and emotion. The fiasco with Ellen DeGeneres and alleged racism. Really? Pleeease!

And don’t get me started on the olympics. The racism, the sexism, the flagrant disrespect for the feelings of others. It isn’t about the sports any more, its all about sensationalizing the bad things that happen. The Phelps-Ledecky headline. The vicious Brazillian spectators who thought/think it is all right to boo whoever they choose…Renaud Lavillenie..come on, really? How little you must be to boo and hiss in such a dramatic venue as to make a grown man cry while being watched by the entire world. You nasty little pissants! Sorry, but that is just evil.

I want my world back. I want to feel the love of my friends and family. I KNOW for a fact that love makes a difference. It saves lives. It saved mine.

Look at the homeless victims in Louisiana. It seems like Mother Nature has it out for the Cajun state and I just want to slap her in the head and tell her to leave those people alone. Same with the people in Pakistan. They have endured months of rain and what little so many had has been washed away.

All of those people need to know they are loved and supported. Let’s stop fueling the hate and negativity by ignoring the stupid media antics and focus on sharing our love and healing energy with people who need it the most. It’s our love that will save those people in need. Don’t close your heart or your sense of giving off to those in need. Give what yoou can, when you can. Do what you can, when you can.use-your-voice-for-kindnessyour-ears-for-compassionyou-hands-for-charityyour-mind-for-truthand-your-heart-for-love-kindness-quote

We’ve got to put love back into the equation or we are all doomed. I don’t want to be doomed. I want to see joy and I want to see peace, and more than anything, I don’t want there to be so many people in need, physically or emotionally. I want to love and I want to be loved.




Come and Buy My Handmade Crafts



Several days ago I wrote a ridiculously negative post on facebook. I’m not sorry I did it, but looking back I wish I could have found a more positive way to express my feelings. I am feeling better and want to make up for my pissiness. Here are five links that are sure to make you smile.

I hope you will watch them, save them, share them, and watch them again when you start feeling down.

And maybe you could take a little time and do someting nice for someone else. Something totally awesome that, no matter how big or small the gesture/action, will add positive nergy to that person’s life. A new spin on the pay it forward idea.

Oh and if you choose to, maybe you could share this simple hashtag as a reminder to others that love is what we need.






Ozzy: Fried, or Fed Up?


(Photo by Jason Kempin/Getty Images)

Okay, I am going to speak out about something that I am certain is weighing on the minds of most of the human race. What the hell is going on with Ozzy Osbourne?

Rumors are flying! Have he and Sharon split? Why would he leave? Why would HE leave? Was there an affair? Who had it? Would anyone be that surprised? I would!

I believe in Ozzy. I believe in his sobriety. I believe in his love for his wife and children. I believe in his loyalty to the fans that have stuck by him through all of his “living.”

Is Ozzy missing? Oh my gosh, where could he be? Fans are chomping at the bit, salivating for a new thread of gossip during this obviously slow news week. Speculation has toppled greater men…and women.

Here is what I think. I think Ozzy is sober. I think there is a perfectly good reason he left his home. Perhaps a trip, a business trip, a spa week. Could be any of these dreadful thing or so many more. And maybe the media has not been informed because it is none of their damn business where he is.

robyn_williams-depressionOr the poor confused man might be hiding from the frothing at the mouth “journalists” and photographers who track his every movement! He could have gone underground…with his wife’s blessing…to find some much needed and deserved peace and freaking quiet, away from prying eyes and whining, fainting, screaming, lunatic fans. Now this is not really a slam against his fans, but imagine if you had to live your life like that? I know he made a choice. But what choice did he make? I am CERTAIN he did not choose to be the butt of industry jokes, hounded by the media about things that are none of their damn business, or even to be the subject of criticism about the most mundane aspects of his life.

I think he perhaps he chose to be a family man (he has always stood by his family) a musician, and an entertainer. We put entertainers on these high ivory towers and then we hound them to death, sometimes I think literally. Yet we are shocked when they come tumbling down in a psychotic haze of self-destruction and extremely bad choices. No one can survive under the pressure we place on entertainers. This is how we show our respect and admiration?

Let it go people. Need someone to judge and gossip about? Take it into your family, your home. Everyone in your life above reproach? Nobody in your family to talk about? Don’t make speculating and gossip your super power…that would make you a villain, and not everybody likes a villain.